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sometimes it depresses me that i'm not cool. i don't really do anything and i'm not very interesting. the way i look is boring and i don't have anything to say that someone else hasn't already said. when i was a kid i used to want to be cool stuff, like a lawyer or superhero or singer or prince or something where i got to do cool things and be noticed. now my aspirations are, like, secretary or sidekick or backup vocalist or...horse. those are all fine things to be, especially the horse, but it bothers me that the most i think i can achieve in life is to be marginally useful to a protagonist. i don't know. i guess the moon is nearly as good as the sun.