hot dog!

ever since the bonfire i've been totally obsessed with those hot dogs we had. i've been trying to figure out how i could cook them over a fire the same way we did on my birthday and somehow decided that what i need to do is buy a portable grill even though it's nearly winter and i never go camping or do any other activity where a portable grill might be useful. i asked my mom about this and she said, "you could bake potatoes or grill chicken on it too." i suppose i could, but what if all i want to eat for the rest of my life is cheap turkey dogs cooked over a fire?

it occurred to me while i was texting a friend to ask what he knows about portable grills that the reason those turkey dogs tasted so amazing might just be that i was pretty high and everything tastes like the best thing in the world when you're stoned. also i don't especially like hot dogs normally, so maybe i should reconsider buying a whole cooking implement just so i can cook them in a particular way. i will happily eat a hot dog at a barbecue, so as to avoid eating a hamburger, and i eat hot dogs at sonic when i go there for tater tots. other than that i don't really think about them. i think what would probably happen is that i would spend a day or so eating some ridiculous number of turkey dogs, get sick, throw the rest of the dogs away, and put the grill in the garage and never think about it again.

i think i'm probably not going to buy a grill.

i have been invited to a halloween party on friday. the person who invited me is someone i knew in high school, i don't remember if i've written about him or not. anyway he throws great parties because there's lots of food and weed and if people start being assholes they get kicked out. i've never passed out at his house but i know if i did i would be safe. so i'm excited for the party although i don't have a costume or anything. i think i'll probably just wear a dress and maybe find some halloween-y tights to go with it.
i was told that this party was byob. i know what this means but i have never actually purchased liquor at a store so i have no idea what's good. i've always brought wine to these kinds of parties, though i have a vague sense that this is incorrect. i'm thinking i'll bring wine and also some candy or something in case i'm doing something wrong. no one will be mad at me if i have candy.

last monday i went to the bisexual group thing i mentioned. it was fine, though dull. there were only 2 other people there and both were men at least 10 years older than me. i may go one other time to see if it gets better. anyway, they both kept saying i should come to a potluck on sunday. lgbtq+ people from the community bring food and there's a picnic and all. i think i'm going to go to that and i hope i will meet some cool people there. it'd be nice if they were around my age, too.

maybe someone will bring hot dogs.