do you ever just get very sad late at night? i feel like i do a lot of crying between midnight and 4 am.
i had vicodin earlier and usually i feel happy and then sleepy when i take them but right now i feel like i want to sink into the floor, in a bad way. i keep thinking how nice it would be to just be a pure good sensation, like sunshine on your arm or a pleasant smell. being a person is very difficult and often i'm not sure i can manage it. it feels like time is going forever and ever. it's so strange. everything is so strange.