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i like my girlfriend very much, but i wouldn't say that i love her romantically, and i don't know if i ever will. it's hard to explain (no it isn't, because every person in their early 20s has had all of these exact feelings before) but i feel like i skipped past the happy crushy feelings and went right to the comfortable friendship stuff and i don't like it. i feel very guilty and embarrassed about this, as i do about all other emotions i feel about anything.