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i've been eating rice and soy sauce every night for dinner for like a week. i get the rice from the chinese place near my house and then what i do is, i put half the rice into a bowl with 3 or 3 and a half packets of soy sauce and then i eat all that rice and then i do that again with the other half of the rice. i had this again for dinner tonight and about halfway through my second rice bowl i started to feel kind of sick. i finished it all anyway, but that might be the end of my brief affair with rice.

in the fall i'll have health insurance finally, through my university. the first thing i'm going to do is find a good therapist who doesn't do cbt. the next thing i'm going to do is find a psychiatrist, and the third thing is figure out what i need to do to get on birth control. i've been using being a weirdo shut-in as birth control since puberty, but i hate having periods way more than is probably reasonable and it's 2014 and i can just shut that off. i think it's so cool.

speaking of university, i really need to get my paperwork and things figured out. i would've liked to have pushed this depressive episode back a couple months. i have so much to do.