the worst present ever

i had a migraine today. i woke up around 8 am because the left side of my head was hurting, so i don't know if i had an aura or anything. i took some bupap, waited half an hour, and then went to throw up, because i remembered from last time that it helped a lot. not just with the nausea, but it made my head hurt less too. after that i slept for a while and my mom made some grits. i could only eat a little though. later in the evening i had a sandwich and i wanted to watch tv for a bit because i was so bored, but i could only stand the lights and noise for a little while before i had to turn it off and go back to sleep.

i'm feeling much better now though. i made some ginger + mint tea and drank lots of water and took one advil and one excedrin migraine. i'm also taking lots of pepto-bismol but i'm not sure if it's helping. actually i'm not sure whether i'm still nauseous or just hungry.

i'm a little sad that i was sick today because i wanted to go out. one of the bars i go to is having a special christmas-themed karaoke night. i love christmas and themes and karaoke so i'm sorry i missed it. however i am glad i have a legitimate excuse to avoid christmas obligations tomorrow. i thought about choosing a christmas movie to watch but then i realized i don't like any christmas movies. i liked the all dogs go to heaven christmas thing when i was a child, but i'm 100% sure it won't hold up as an adult. all those claymation things creep me out, too. maybe i'll just watch christmas-related episodes of shows i already like, i don't know.