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when i got home later i cried about it a little. i guess i was so relieved that i was able to talk to someone i admire without saying anything embarrassing. or maybe i'm proud of myself? i'm not sure. i remember a couple years ago i made out with a girl and it was lovely but when she left i cried and i wasn't really sure why then either. maybe cute girls being nice to me makes me cry or maybe that's just my default response to everything at this point. i'm okay with that, as long as i have time to take off my mascara first.
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